Dreams over Christmas

My dreams have been hard to remember the last few weeks. Guess the move to my boyfriends house has been harder than I thought. I love him so much, and I've waited for this move for months, but I guess its just the change. Does he want me here? Do I want to be here? Would I be here if I was rich? The answer is yes, I would be here, no matter what, I love him. That is what is so hard, I love him and I am here, and the next time I move, if I do move, it will be cuz he asks me to. Another ending, which I pray never happens. Because I love him.