Winter weather in Texas

Lots of counties in Texas will be suffering through wet and cold weather today.

Dreaming of a Buffet

Dreams have been kind of scattered lately. But, last night I had a really good dream. I dreamed I was at a restaurant and was carrying a tray and was going up to the buffet and I could get all that I wanted. A lot of the time, I go to the line and have a tray, but I have a hard time carrying what I want, it falls off, etc. But, last night, I could have anything I wanted. To me, this is a really good sign. Means, I am able to handle all that life has to offer me. Which, in my waking life, is true. Lots of good stuff has been happening for me and I am handling it. Life is good! I am remaining balanced and full of hope. Life hasn't been this good for me in years, but I am full of gratitude and acceptance. I found me a really great job that will offer me training and my boyfriend and I are doing great. I can continue to dream......

Dreams over Christmas

My dreams have been hard to remember the last few weeks. Guess the move to my boyfriends house has been harder than I thought. I love him so much, and I've waited for this move for months, but I guess its just the change. Does he want me here? Do I want to be here? Would I be here if I was rich? The answer is yes, I would be here, no matter what, I love him. That is what is so hard, I love him and I am here, and the next time I move, if I do move, it will be cuz he asks me to. Another ending, which I pray never happens. Because I love him.

Dreams during stress

This past month hasn't been so good for me, lost my full-time job, which means, I can't pay the rent. Which means, gotta move. So here I am, sitting at my boyfriends house, trying to figure out what to do next. He says I can stay here until I figure out what I am gonna do. Now I just gotta figure out what I am gonna do! I've been with my boyfriend for over 10 months now and I would like to be with him forever. But, I didn't want to move in with him because I had to. I wanted him to want me to live with him. Now I don't know. Of course, my dreams have been affected. I am having the tornado dreams again. At least, this time when the tornado came, I was able to remember the angels would help me. Last night I dreamed I was driving a truck trying to go up a steep hill. Go figure. Guess you could say I've got an uphill struggle. But, I've never been one to back down from a struggle. Lucky for me, I come out for the better. I can only dream what is in store for me next.

Using Dreams to Heal

For the past 7 years I have been journaling my dreams and meditations to figure out how they could help me to heal. Although I am not "healed," I can definately see how my dreams relate to my day to day life and to the issues I still need to work on to be "healthy!" I am purposely going through life now trying to remove all the blocks and negativity to become full of joy and prosperity. I choose to do this using Reiki, crystals, affirmations, etc., but the bottom line is, I still need to study my dreams to use all of this information even better. When I first began to study my dreams, I was dreaming of tornadoes, robbers, etc., I was terrifed in my life, and it played out into my dreams. During my dreams, I was always in school and could never find my locker, or was always late to my class. Even I knew that was not a good sign! My life was way off track! I finally realized with just the knowledge that I had power to change, I could change. Knowledge is power. And dreams are knowledge. One of the first books I read was on intuition. I'd always had a good "intuition", but I wanted to make even better choices so that's where I went first. Within weeks, my dreams were filled with hope. Instead of tonadoes, I was now going through rooms that were filled with beautiful colors, and jewels I could only dream of owning. I knew I was on the right track....

Awakening after depression

Depression...it almost ruined my life! It almost ruined a lot of lives, including my four children, parents, sisters, etc. But, out of depression I am becoming awakened. I no longer just want to sleep my life away. I no longer live in the shame and guilt of what I'd become. I can wake up an feel joy and look forward to what the day will bring to me. Now this joy did not come to me overnight. It's taken years and a lot of tears, wrong turns, mistakes, etc. It came with a price, but every bit of sadness and every mistake I've ever made, has brought me to where I am now. I can't say I've gotten here by just doing "one" thing. But, by changing a number of things in my life, on the whole it is so much better. I began my quest for healing by keeping a journal. A journal of my thoughts and a journal about my dreams. I never knew why my dreams fascinated me so, but they always have. I've always known there was some kind of "key to healing" in my dreams. Years back I began to study my dreams and what they were suppose to mean. Back them I dreamed of tornadoes, my body out of control, people breaking into where I lived to attack me, etc. I definately knew I had issues to work on. I still have issues to work on...